I'm praying for this longing to fade Away, but I can't seem to shake the feeling. I've spent so long under the weight of desire. The tension builds, threatening to tear me apart. Distance between body and soul. I disconnect and close my eyes. My mind is lost in a haze of doubt. Drowned by insecurity. Losing myself, a wheel in the machine. It keeps on turning, wearing me down. It's growing colder, the light is burning out. I'm searching within myself, but what's left to find? Seeking something I may not find. The journey takes its toll. I cry in desperation. Reaching out to stop myself from falling apart.