Elevate, this mix sounds mad
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All this pain that I feel, I wanna get high again
Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again
I'ma die before I ever love and trust again
Back to where I started, 'cause I'm rapping about the pain again
Pain is all I feel, hurt is all I feel huh
Demons in me still I could get you killed huh
I keep it real they keep it fake, so they pretend
I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again
They say that love hurts, I guess I love pain
The way I love is unconditional, I need to change
'Cause they don't really love you 'til you're dеad or getting paid
Came from the trеnches I had to hustle, it was the only way
We live it, shawty got me tripping
I lost my heart to the streets, but I still tried for women
I'm a tug, but I don't mean that I got bad intentions
I needed love, but they don't wanna give me no attention
I gotta, black heart with a sad soul
My head hot but my heart cold
I overthink 'til the sun goes
Now it's 4 a.m., I'm high, so I don't lose control
The devil holding me down like I'm in a chokehold
If I'm holding you down, I swear I never fold
If I'm holding you down, just know my pain attached
You know I've been through the struggle, I don't know how to act
I swear I don't cap
I put my pain into my music, I do that real rap
I'm smoking Cali 'cause it's me against the world, I feel like Tupac
Put it in a spliff, I smoke it all, so she knows that I really mean that
All this pain that I feel, I wanna get high again
Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again
I'ma die before I ever love and trust again
Back to where I started, 'cause I'm rapping about the pain again
Pain is all I feel, hurt is all I feel huh
Demons in me still I could get you killed huh
I keep it real they keep it fake, so they pretend
I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again
All this pain that I feel, I wanna get high again
Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again
I'ma die before I ever love and trust again
Back to where I started, 'cause I'm rapping about the pain again
Pain is all I feel, hurt is all I feel huh
Demons in me still I could get you killed huh
I keep it real they keep it fake, so they pretend
I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again