Im looking in the mirror god save me
I don't like the person that I've been lately
I been let down
So I keep smoking
Cah when I'm high
I don't think about the wrong that I done
The people that I let down
The guy that I've become
I wish I knew all of this when I was young
But life goes quick from the bits that I'm from thats Dagenham
Im looking in the mirror
God save me
I don't like the person that I've been lately
I been let down
So I keep smoking
Cah when I'm high
I don't think about the wrong that I done
The people that I let down
The guy that I've become
I wish I knew all of this when I was young
But life goes quick from the bits that I'm from thats Dagenham
If could start my life again I fully would
I wouldn't be the guy that I was known for in the hood
Talk to en for them weapons
Them dottys spinners n Macs
Ask en for them bricks them 8th them hollo tips
I got
Gs I called family but there no where to be seen
If I blow up from this music they'll shout me I guarantee it
I had a lot of people let me down
A lot of bruddas sold me dreams
Hella man lied to me
But its calm tho
I guess I learned from it...
I had to go through the fakes to appreciate the real
The snakes in the grass
Hate it when I keep It real
I was raised by queen
So my blood is royalty
Ima real g
Thats why my life harder
If you feel the same way
Roll a zoot n spark it
Ill ride a bird for ma dawg tell me what the charge is
Thats life
Growing up in dagenham and barking
Im looking in the mirror
God save me
I don't like the person that I've been lately
I been let down
So I keep smoking
Cah when I'm high
I don't think about the wrong that I done
The people that I let down
The guy that I've become
I wish I knew all of this when I was young
But life goes quick from the bits that I'm from
Im looking in the mirror
God save me
I don't like the person that I've been lately
I been let down
So I keep smoking
Cah when I'm high
I don't think about the wrong that I done
The people that I let down
The guy that I've become
I wish I knew all of this when I was young
But life goes quick from the bits that I'm from that's Dagenham
You can ask my engineer he seen me grow up
When I was broke
Ma cousin died
And I had no love
And even then I never cried
But ma heart hurt
Cah where I'm from
You can never put your feelings first
I had to hide my emotions
Not even ma bros knew
Felt like I failed in life
What can I do
Sitting in the bando
Staring at 2 and blue
Thinking what the fuck I'm gonna do at 32
This is real shit
I couldn't make it up
Thats why I don't want a son because this lives fucked
I keep praying for forgiveness
While I'm still sinning
This is the life that living pretty fucked init
My Family don't understand that
That ill do it for the gang
Do it for da family with a weapon in ma hand
I grew up too early
Just wanted to be a man
Ride out with a bally just praying it don't jam