Yeah, this goes out to mom You know I'm sayin', don't worry bout the past I can't worry bout the past, oh no I'm just worried about today If I worry bout the past My whole life will go astray Dear precious, this a little song to you Let's think about the future and forget what we went through Like kick back, I know it was wild But the lifestyle that I chose I couldn't smile We had to keep the streets on lock and watch my homies back We're a new varrio and we were coming up fast Holding my strap, but I still love you I never told you in person because my heart was blue and cold My soul never spoke the truth I yelled and argued all night while I was pounding a brew Hanging with the crew as you blew my pager up You're at home crying while I was living it up Getting locked up You came to visit, laughing in your face Told me to change but I didn't listen So here's my vision Here's my sorrow for all these years Keep your head up babydoll cause the futures only here I can't worry bout the past, oh no I'm just worried about today If I worry bout the past My whole life will go astray I know bad things have happened and good things have came There's a thin line sometimes, all I can ask you is to maintain It sound strange, but don't look in the past I'm worried bout today so let's make it last Perhaps you gots some questions just give me a call I know I'm living the same lifestyle but I'm wiser by far Doing right thing, music for the people Instead of making wrong decision, I'm going legal Staying lethal, but I'm expressing my love Sometimes I could never explain by being a thug These crazy ways had my heartless Heartless by age, I never thought I'd open up but I'm opening up today By the way, I hope you got the money I sent ya And the condolences to you in the last letter letter Whatever the time just give me a chance I'm not worried bout the past so let's advance I can't worry bout the past, oh no I'm just worried about today If I worry bout the past My whole life will go astray