Saw myself in the night sky In the night time I was flying with constellation, in my minds eye I fell asleep on that hill, during that time I Dreamt a daring dream of me Saving hoes blind Bad thoughts have changed indeed over the course of time I really think it's right moment to hang up the cape I pray to god, every night to wash my sins away I was having long talks with my pain, and the conversation went Look I know for a long time, you've been brushing off your pain I know I've put you through some test, but you aren't a mistake He said to me I'm dirty, planting seeds to bloom, in a flower base I'm pulling weeds and roots to make up for my past misery, in disarray I'm left He says I'm right, I swear to god, he hopes ill never have another heartbreak of depression I am focus, on my truth I'm not the same, writing poems, to never show them I would numb myself to change But despite the past, I had to scream that I'm afraid for once I'm sane Suicidal, with the thoughts of love coursing through my brain I had toughened up, despite the trials seasonal like autumn games Saying goodbye to all, and saying hello to my new sins away And this isn't just a outro, this is the beginning of a new hope Feeling like aluminum, I need to feel gold Promise to remember me when the curtains close This shit is harder then an intro, so far gone, all alone I'm sprung, your my medicine And this isn't just a outro, this is the beginning of a new hope Feeling like aluminum, I need to feel gold Yea I'm breaking down the walls anyone's shown Despite me being sad I think I'm dope No one guided me or show me the ropes I had this shit on my own I think that I got to go strong, pressure yea Never letting up, work is getting done