The only way to perceive truth is to first be open
So, Lord I'm open
Break me to mold me back up beautifully
I'm Open
I'm done with this self abuse
I'm Open
To be deeply engulfed in your muse
I'm Open
To be the woman you've chosen
I'm Open
For all this evolving
I'm Open
To be seen as your masterpiece
I'm Open
My desires have changed
My vision finally greets itself with a Hello
Was once blinded by sin
This is goodbye, to my old gods
This is goodbye, to the dead self
I'm no God
This is goodbye to the soul ties with the wrong guys
I'm longing & preparing for my Man of God
I adopted a false image
I'm here open to say
I lay down this false image
I accept the image, YOU
Desiring to be this woman you created that was form out of you
I'm ready to see this full image
I'm ready for truth
These lenses danced around with lies long enough
The presence that I once attached myself to I realize it wasn't your holy touch
The voice I held hands with wasn't yours to make a real home out of
I'm admitting I perceive this all wrong
I'm admitting I was never a true woman of yours
I'm admitting that I didn't have the best role models into teaching me the truth on woman & sisterhood
I'm admitting that I desire to see what that really means
I'm admitting that these scars can be yours for your glory to be seen
I'm admitting that you are the truth
I'm admitting that it's you who are good
I'm admitting that my atmosphere needs a shift
I'm admitting that my spirit needs to be awake
I'm admitting that my soul needs to swim in yours
I'm admitting that my heart needs to rest in yours
I'm admitting that I can no longer have this control
I'm admitting that the moment of my sexuality, molestation, abuse, & rejection never lied in my self worth
I'm admitting that it's time to walk in my Godfidence
I'm admitting that I have to invite you in to restore
I'm admitting that I do need to become her & more
I can taste it
I can smell it
I can hear it
I can sense it
I can see it
I can see you
I can see her
And my word is she beautiful