I stay so busy
I am making myself sick
I'm so tired of my complaining
My indecision and bitterness
I've got this feeling
And it's spreading like a bruise
If I'd've known being grown
Was aching, I'd've said
"God, what's the use?"
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Everything ugly
Comes to the surface
But I say I'm doing fine
Everything ugly
Says without purpose
"You're wasting all of your time"
♪
I made a long list
Of the people I had fucked
Pathetically, I whispered to myself
"This isn't long enough"
All my exes: having children
Getting married, buying homes
I can't even keep a promise
How do people fall in love?
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Everything ugly
Comes to the surface
But I say I'm doing fine
Everything ugly
Says without purpose
"You're wasting all your time."
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Everything ugly, everything ugly
It's voice is so unkind
Everything ugly, thinks that it owns me
It tells me all the time
Everything ugly, boring and dirty
But I swear I'm doing fine
Everything ugly, everything ugly
Everything ugly, everything ugly
But I swear that I'm alright
Everything ugly, boring and dirty
It's bitter and unkind
Everything ugly, tries to destroy me
But I swear I'm doing fine
Everything ugly, everything ugly