Lost my mind, lost it twice
Should've known better than to take advice
On my private life, all the time
Nothing else, hold me back
Hold me up, stupid rhyme
Take me down, fuck me up
Ridin' round and round, round and round and round
Round and round in your Tonka truck
Run me over, flatten all my arteries
And lay them out to dry
(Call my mom, someone help! 91)
Fuck what you felt
Go to work, do your shit
Fill your cup, flip your lid
Trust your thoughts, love yourself
Everyone hurts, talking helps
No it doesn't! Fuck your shit
Fuck me up, live like this
Fuck you up, live like this
Fuck you too, live like shit
Take a pic and post it on the 'gram
And tell them I don't live like
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it
Now I gotta live with all this
Spending money and I'm getting sad
Just like I said I would
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it
Don't do things I said I would
Losing money, losing friends
Didn't break but couldn't bend
Trying not to play pretend
But make a million off pretend
I wish somebody told me
How hard this was gonna get
I wish somebody told me
How hard this was gonna get
I wish somebody told me
How hard this was gonna get
I wish somebody told me
How hard this was gonna get
I wish somebody told me
How hard this was gonna get
I wish somebody told me
How hard this was gonna get
I wish somebody told me
How hard this was gonna get
A million people told me
But I don't believe them yet
I'm too expensive
I buy all my clothes at Neiman Marcus
I'm too pretentious
Out of all my demons I'm the hardest
I find my demons
And I beat them up 'cause it's cathartic
I'm talking bullshit
I'm playing pretend 'cause it's cathartic
I wish I knew me before all of this shit
Now what's the deal
Close my eyes and start believing I'm rich?
Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up
And I can leave Hannigan's
Start my own home, big TV
For all of my friends, all of my friends
Come on over we can do it again
I'll be assertive nip the bud
Before it plays with my head
All in my head, wish I wasn't always
All in my head, say it again
Wish I wasn't always all in my head
All in my head
All in my head