I've spent my life Being screamed at Courage give me heart This time I'm screaming back I want to close this door I find it hard to do To my future self I'm sorry I failed you Be still, be still Every ounce of love I give, would never amount to bliss Palm to palm, wrist to wrist, let me free of this Casual lovers plead for acceptance and dabble in honesty It lies at the bottom of a filled-in well, alone in misery I see you You vulture I see you Not welcome here I'm loveless So loveless If you could be a better poison With every cold and distant look I'll try to be a better person A bleeding ocean your love I've been drowning in your arms Gladly drowning all these years I wish I could let you go But I still hold you close my dear