When I lay my head here I lay down for bed here It ain't a secret I've been sick since you left here Nicky found Jesus But I don't believe him He says all the right things But he lacks all the meaning You might not believe it But listen to me 'lin I loved you today and I'll love you this evening Right when the time is right for your liking To trust in your knight, I'll bow down to your highness Everything else doesn't matter to me when you're all I can think about Heavenly Father I don't ask for much but I swear I'll do anything I just can't be her healer alone From August the Genesis And all things that came of it I'd thought by now That your fort might start caving in We fell in love in October Thought the distance would blow it over But 6289 miles And I've never felt any closer I think you're changing me From what I saw raise me Bless both their wisdoms But oh how it pains me To believe I was qualified to hand out this heart of mine When I knew damn well that this heart wasn't loving right Nothing at all could prepare me for this As I fall to my poor design Heavenly Father she's trying her best Would you lend her a hand tonight Cause she can't be my healer alone