I can take another hit, another hit
Overdose 'til you make me sick, make me sick
But you know I don't love the shame in my brain
When I put you inside my veins
But I can't take it anymore, anymore
Will I ever even make it out the door?
'Cause all this fucking and fighting that I keep inviting
Could lead me to my grave
Now I'm self-medicating
Because I love the pain
Self-medicating
I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me down and twist me up until I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you
I guess I'll asphyxiate, let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue
Don't know what to do, I just love the toxic in you
♪
Breaking habits, never been my claim to fame
My straight jacket, holds me tight, says, "I'm okay"
And locked myself in prison, and then I threw away the key
The fighting that I keep inviting could lead me to my grave
I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me down and twist me up until I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you
I guess I'll asphyxiate, let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue
Don't know what to do, I just love the toxic in you
♪
I can take another hit, another hit
Overdose 'til you make me sick, make me sick
But you know I don't love the shame in my brain
When I put you inside my veins