So I'm
Getting to know me
Really slowly
Soon who
I am right now
Will be the old me
I'll ask
Me from the future
How we doing
Do you
Wish you were me
Should I wish I was you
Now that I envy
All of my past selves
Who had their health
'Cause now I'm
Constantly scared
And needing repairs
And no matter
What I achieve
I get thoughts of leaving
There
Trapped down in my youth
I wish I was you
With our age old ceremonies
That we made up
Now such dear memories
From when we stayed up
Late watched the sun
From the street
As we made up all those
Lives that we surely would lead
But now our lives lead us
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So I'll turn life
Into a habit
But I'll have this
Weight that
People erase
Or think that I'm faking
Freedom
Is in the short term
As I have learned
There's no real
Sense of completion
Only seasons
Spring comes
Tells me of summer
And then under
It's breath says
Autumn's a promise
To prolong this
Stay as
Whoever I will be
That's the real me
There
Trapped down in my youth
I wish I was you
Still the hardest words
That anyone has said
I sometimes wish
I just wouldn't have asked
The final cut
In a long series of stabs
Look we're sorry kid
But you'll never get your old life back
You will never get your old life back
You will never get your old life back
Or your
Age old ceremonies
That we made up
Now such dear memories
From when we stayed up
Late watched the sun from the street
As we made up all those
Lives that we surely would lead
With our
Age old ceremonies
That we made up
Now such dear memories
From when we stayed up
Late watched the sun from the street
As we made up all those
Lives that we surely would lead
But now our lives lead us
But now our lives lead us
But now our lives lead us