My inner me
When I get so deep in it mentally is a threat to me
When I'm circlin' negative tendencies
I gotta listen, lettin' him lecture me
Find my way back to remedy
And what I've found really lowers my density
It's witty works out the mouth like dentistry
I get in it, as I'm leavin' my entity
Peace overloadin' my sensory
All the fear and the tension and the stressed relieved
And I feel me again like I'm obsessed with me, as I should
Now I'm givin' you the best of me
And I've been workin' hard there's no rest for me
I'ma give you my all 'til I rest in peace
But sometimes I overthink and it mess with me cause,
My enemy is ragin' and I can't shut him up
It's my, uh, inner me I'm facin'
My self doubt nothin' else
Negative, uh, tendencies I hate it
It knocks me off my route
But I won't let it, uh
Get to me, I'm stayin'
I'ma be my best self
Yeah, huh, battlin'
Back and forth with my self again
So strange feelin' like I go stealth again
And what I need to make sure my mental health is set
I sip tea, get green, like a Celtics fan
Two headphones in 'til my goal is met
Take notes while I'm high, 'til I'm low again
So zoned you would think I never felt a bed
I feel, so calm on the satin spread
Writin' nights away takin' rapid breathes
Manifestin' my needs and what I have to get
And fantisizin' of things that haven't happened yet, but they will
Whack rappers, yeah that's a threat
You ain't even ballpark with me, that's a stretch
And if you think you've seen all of me I would fret
And just wait 'til I conquer this active head cause
My enemy is ragin' and I can't shut him up
It's my, uh, inner me I'm facin'
My self doubt nothin' else
Negative, uh, tendencies I hate it
It knocks me off my route
But I won't let it, uh
Get to me, I'm stayin'
I'ma be my best self