They show you love Until you're real Then they say you're fucked up For showing how you feel Can't be authentic Can't speak your mind Bottle up the hate So a bitch won't cry Felt this pain Taking over me It doesn't end Even if you're pretty I'm pretty cute But I feel so alone So used to hype Nothing I can hold Can't stand feeling in between This isn't who I'm supposed to be Can't stand feeling in between This isn't who I'm supposed to be I know my strengths And I know my weakness I'm not as broken as you're seeing You just know what the blind have taught Turning me into something that I'm not Fuck the looks Do you know who I am No wonder you're hurt and you feel scammed Should've listened to your heart Instead of doubting me from the start What can I do to make this right Should I run away to save my life I'm not scared of the open road Better than a place with nowhere to go Is this the answer to my problem To leave behind a place so awful It's become too bleak to call my home So I put my all into what I know Can't stand feeling in between This isn't who I'm supposed to be Can't stand feeling in between This isn't who I'm supposed to be I'm pretty cute But I feel so alone So used to hype Nothing I can hold I know my strengths And I know my weakness I'm not as broken as you're seeing You just know what the blind have taught Turning me into something that I'm not Fuck the looks Do you know who I am No wonder you're hurt and you feel scammed Should've listened to your heart Instead of doubting me from the start