It's been a long year Everything's new and you're not here It's something that I've never felt I've tried and I've tried But I can't seem to find myself And I swear I won't forget the things we faced But I can't bear To keep making the same mistake I'm losing my mind Can't figure it out The voices in my head are screaming too loud The rain begins to fall But I don't care at all I'm trying hard to cope with this But there's so much back home I miss I feel so hopeless without you There isn't a day that flies by when you don't cross my mind I feel so alone 'cause I left everyone behind And I can't go home I need to live my life but I can't do this on my own The rain begins to fall But I don't care at all I'm trying hard to cope with this But there's so much back home I miss I feel so hopeless without I feel our time is fading This world is full of change But I can't just keep you waiting 'Cause every single memory is tearing up inside of me And the life that I lived before It doesn't exist anymore And it's hard for me to say that I'm okay 'Cause I could be better I could be better than this I know we're both a wreck But I know this is for the best And this burns inside my chest I'm sick of this weather pouring down on my head Now we've gone our separate ways There's nothing left for us to say This just gets harder every day But I know that soon it'll be okay