I'll feel better with my name on a headstone
Dark magic got me floating in an open grave
Percocet on my tongue got my breath slow
You're telling me to leave, then begging me to stay
Writing death notes with my eyes closed
I don't have a god, I don't need to pray
But I might trade it all for a halo
I would trade it all for a halo
Put a bullet in my head
(And my body aches)
For all the scars on my arms
(And my legs still shake)
That red light on your bed
(And my heart is so cold)
Like I've been waiting every night
(Just to hold you)
Contemplating over texts
(Is it time for you)
I remember every lie
(To have time for me)
Tell me how you really feel
(And nobody else?)
If I were you I'd think twice
Body armor on my chest til my heart stops
Hennessy covers my lips til my eyes drop
Got a leg over the ledge of that parking garage
I've been so shut off, I've been so strung out
Hold my head underwater, I'm begging you
Pulling strings like teeth just to bleed for you
And I remember every night I was left for dead
What hurts more, is I would still die for you
Found me in the dark
Tried to shine a light
Nails in my neck
We're running out of time
You enter through my chest
And exit through my spine
Burn a ring into my skin
I pull the trigger every night
Body armor on my chest til my heart stops
Hennessy covers my lips til my eyes drop
Got a leg over the ledge of that parking garage
I've been so shut off, I've been so strung out
Hold my head underwater, I'm begging you
Pulling strings like teeth just to bleed for you
And i remember every night I was left for dead
What hurts more, is I would still die for you
Heartache, frozen lakes
I will bury my love in lust
In drugs
In death
Time breeds nothing but emptiness