I'm trying to fall in love with you And it's stupid for me to think that you'd wanna do the same too So I will fantasize About every plausible reality And doubt will consume me I really wanna see you the moment that I do wake up But I know that's the result of a reawakened teenage view on love I barely know you, yeah I never do But I'd really like to, if you'd let me through Dude, you know that I am just a ghost Of a shitty past self that I hope you never have to know It's cool though, it's whatever, if you just want to be friends Sex was never the measure of the deepness of a connection But really man, it's fine Just thought it would be cool to be stupid together It's just an adolescent crush and I've already said too much Infatuation is a prison But I am my own warden I will keep myself in check So one day I can be released on good behavior