Two years ago I was sitting on a tiny blue couch In the basement apartment of a college town The tears rolled out as I started to Break Down Cause I was lost and I was scared I was graduating school and for the first time in my life I felt so unprepared With no idea what direction I was heading to... And I was trying I was trying not to lose my mind Do do do do Yea I was trying I was trying not to lose my mind Do do do do One year ago I was sitting on the edge of the bed At my sister's house in Edison I pulled the needle out as I started to Break Down Cause I was hurt and I was scared I tried to make it on my own and I found out that I was just so unprepared And that was how I learned That in order to be fixed... I had to be broken first And I was trying I was trying not to lose my mind Do do do do Yea I was trying I was trying to stop getting high Do do do do Four months ago I met a girl with pretty brown eyes She looked at me and she said "I want you for mine" It made me happier than I'd been... Well in a long time And when I found her I was scared Love never seems to come when I'm prepared And I want to write her a song. But everytime I try, the words never seem to come out right And I'm just trying I'm just trying not to lose my mind Do do do do But she makes me yea she makes me lose my god damn mind Do do do do