How does it feel
It's so surreal
Think I might cry
Imma get down on my knee
Waitin' to die
Can I just leave
Leave
Can't wake up
Stuck in my dreams and it seems so hard
Seeing double-faced of myself
Why
Why can't I be the best of me
So hard
(Saixse)
So far, trap with my demons wanna be a star
Let loose from the bar, turn me to a monster
Need the spotlight so I took the booster
I cannot breathe, holdin' on me
Somebody told me that I would survive if I jump and see
How does it feel?
I'm up in the hill
I'm the prodigy stuck to my will
But I can't make it, shine bright on the hill
Fill in my void
Scared on being paranoid
Banyak masalah ku takleh avoid
Aku bintang sinaran aliran yang kau takleh nak put on decoy
In a void
Out the box but it's on my mind
Feelin' like I just been here before
And I got out so quick but it's different this time
Think I got all the answers enough
No money can solve this problem
But still thinking that I need to get in dat bag
Work on the stacks and never forget how I got there
I need me some reason to love
All my friends might be thinking I'm crazy
Cuz I got all the time by myself
No hate but that's all that I need
It's all that I need
Need to build up the garden with seeds
So Imma go green
(Yuh!)
Can't wake up
Stuck in my dreams and it seems so hard
Seeing double-faced of myself
Why
Why can't I be the best of me
So hard
Feelin' like they need more
Tryna be up this time
And they just can't ignore
Shi for no reason they be on my back
But they just tak let go
And I mean that fo sho
I don't need your rapport
Rasanya ada banyak story
Aku cuma nak blah dari sini
Rasa cam berat hati taknak pergi
Tapi benda ni pasti hidup lagi
(Can't wake up)
(Stuck in my dreams and it seems so hard)
(Seeing double-faced of myself)
(Why)
(Why can't I be the best of me)
(So)
(So)