Juggling my emotions hard to hide that I'm struggling Money drive you crazy you don't know the pain it's coming with 100 years plus life my homie can't see the judge again To reduce his time cooperating with the government I can't feel my soul I'm starting to feel out of touch with it To bring somebody close I ain't really had no luck at it I can't even trust I'm giving up. I think I'm done with it My ex broke my heart I swear it's hard for me to love again Skip said it's only one life it ain't no renewing JC that's my nigga for life sometimes I lean to em Bobbie told me right on the phone how much I mean to em Gyro said these more than just songs this shit way deep to em Gavin been down since day one it's like a dream to em I give all my Niggas some hope that's what I bring to em I keep all my women real close I'm like a king to em I love all my bitches the most try not to cling to em I been trying to talk to god sometimes I sing to em He told me spread my arms and fly in like a wing to em Keep your eyes open for haters so you can see through em We gone pull up and cremate em so y'all can't preview em God see my vision more greater keep what you keep doing Every single morning I wake up I got to speak to em We ain't tolerating no traitors that want the dream ruined If we falling out bout the paper the terms ain't renewing They gone turn they back on the gang But that's okay They gone double back on the train And that's okay They gone piss and tell you it's rain But that's okay They gone throw the dirt on my name Fuck what them haters say They gone try to tell you I changed But that's okay A Nigga he gone take all the blame But I'm okay I been trying to deal with the pain But I just pray I be like yea fuck all the fame I keep looking the other way Something in my devotion made me wise it's so humbling Go against my emotions kept my eyes on the hustling Causing up this commotion bumps & bruises had me stumbling Labels want control to sell my soul they want my publishing I was down bad I was hopeless you should see the shit I'm up against I was dealing with some copping alcohol it ain't enough of it All this pain my heart been holding had to take whatever come with it Seen my ex and homie folded it been hard for me to stomach it That's why I never gave up I was set on my niggas And when push came to shove I still bet on my niggas And I ain't lift nobody up instead of my Niggas And I ain't put no one above no one ahead of my niggas That's real shit I lost some women cause myself was undiscovered Still think if times was different would we even see each other Fell in love with mermaid but my heart gone have to suffer I've been trying to be more brave had to hide how much I love her They gone turn they back on the gang But that's okay They gone double back on the train And that's okay They gone piss and tell you it's rain But that's okay They gone throw the dirt on my name Fuck what them haters say They gone try to tell you I changed But that's okay A Nigga he gone take all the blame But I'm okay I been trying to deal with the pain But I just pray I be like yea fuck all the fame I keep looking the other way Okay okay okay I'll be Okay okay okay It'll be Okay If I pray Okay okay okay Everyday Okay okay okay I know I'll be okay