I love you But now I gotta know If you'd be into Star Trek You're so cool I'm sure you'd choke it down But in my dreams You make us watch it Sprawled out on my couch We don't make out We just fan out on Spock Only way I can feel Like it's nineteen sixty nine again I'm not scared of how cool you seem I'm just depressed By who the world let me be Being a boy is a curse you see I'm so scared that this is just me Silver little screen Staring right through me No wonder I'm so lonely You're so kind to me But I'm just weak I'm sorry I still watch it Your unafraid kindness Makes me realize I'm no monster But sometimes when I'm in you My body feels like a dagger I'm not scared of how cool you seem I'm just depressed By who the world let me be Being a boy is a curse you see I'm so scared that this is just me I wanna tell you everything But if you saw what's in my head I know you're gonna hate me I'm so scared that you're gonna leave me I'm so scared that this is just me I'm so scared (I'm so scared) That this is just me I'm so scared (I'm so scared) That this is just me I'm so scared that this is just me I'm so scared that this is just me