Was a pleasure to kill him Dreaming of it forever Ripped his dick off And I made him swallow it He was watching me changing Naked, geeked out and cooing Shook my soul out cuz He said he really cared for me Local theatre comedian Cue the sound of me screaming I was little So he filled me up with secrets Remember when I was so sweet Or seductive and naive Now he's croaking So I better get a trophy I wish I told you I was drowning my childhood You never saw through My stupid smile after all It's always false Never bring this up to my mom She might think it's her fault Maybe it's true I'm just confused But it doesn't change the stain The shame, my blues