Temptations Running around in my head Surrounded by people who wish they were dead All over all of the simplest of things I can't believe it Every word is an act of Encouragement Not temporary Just permanent Honestly I wish I wasn't So apologetic When everything and everyone is So damn pathetic What will it take to make you realize What you're saying Must I be a living example of what You're contemplating I'm so sick Of all of these reminders Of who I am And who I don't wanna be They think it's funny But that is really How I feel I don't even know What's even real Not temporary Just permanent Honestly I wish I wasn't So apologetic When everything and everyone is So damn pathetic What will it take to make you realize What you're saying Must I be a living example of what You are contemplating And I'll say Don't worry And I'll say Don't worry now I'm fine But I'll never be just right You're the archetype Honestly I wish I wasn't So apologetic When everything and everyone is So damn pathetic What will it take to make you realize What you're saying Must I be a living example of what You're contemplating Not temporary Not temporary Not temporary Just permanent