Throwing up at the thought of me
Skin is cold, someone blanket me
In covers of reassuring dreams
I'll never warm up to my anxiety
I thought I quit this
I thought I agreed
Inflicting valleys into my skin
I swear to god I tried to listen
A victim of my perfidy
I can remember it all
Hold me up onto the highest platform
Make me accountable for what my body has paid for
I'm so Forlorn
In my future I am nothing
But Forlorn
I am Forlorn
A perpetual loathe