Rip this animal from me A horn baring beast It's so unrelenting Convince me otherwise That what he tells me isn't true Trapped in these walls With only one way out Help me I don't think there's a way out Give me a reason that I should stay Hold up examples of how things have changed Tell me it would matter if I left today The loathe of my mother convinced Me to stay Tell my family I'm sorry for the choice that I made I promise in due time you'll all be okay Move on from this dark place In hopes that floating will lift off the weight No sign of God But there's a sign heaven is vacant Force my hand, away from the trigger Help me kick the chair from under my sneakers Leave me to hang from the rafters Swinging as your ears fill with my laughter Shake my body to see that it's lifeless Breathe your air from your lungs into mine and Cry yourself to sleep Let your memories erase me Look me in my cold dead eyes