Do you regret all of the agents You have released Which have all since broken I'd like death to let me take care of this one With no payment in return Take my offering as a token You can't stop me if I take it first Waiting for him Waiting for me Who are you To tell me right from wrong Tell me What is your belief Is it a shame I didn't hold out When there's no courage left You'll never see my face again This is exactly what I knew would happen If I left myself unchecked Should've guessed I was all alone Cuz I never got an answer I knew I was all alone I never made the call I knew I was all alone You never made the fucking call Will fire consume me if I take my life Or did me and God have last conversations Made him agree to my decisions Understanding all of my ugly visions There is Nothing Up there For us There is nothing holy About the way I feel I can hear the call of fires I can hear the screams of fear