Drown my stomach in gasoline Fill my lungs with carbon monoxide I don't know what you're asking me Said but I can't stay, but I can't go Legs over this balcony Break my fall with pavement and street signs Flamethrowers in back of me Don't let it burn down I can't fight With my hands tied back I can't try And take my life back When my eyes Are both rolled backwards I can't try And read my last words Take my eyes I won't believe anything again I swear I burnt those pages bright The sieve and sand live inside my head I kept those paragraphs to myself Insinuate that I'm wrong For leaving sacrifices on shelves 'Til they're incinerated and gone Feels like I stumbled into the past And Faber's words were a guide to me A fading world is inside of me I hate the person I tried to be I can't fight With my hands tied back I can't try And take my life back When my eyes Are both rolled backwards I can't try And read my last words I'm blind I'll never read again I trusted everything they told me to Burn bright Light a pyre for the end I'll torch it all before they know the truth Take my eyes I won't believe anything again I swear I burnt those pages bright The sieve and sand live inside my head I can't fight With my hands tied back I can't try And take my life back When my eyes Are both rolled backwards I can't try And read my last words Read my last words