Took the light in your life and sold you the dark
Showed you the love of your life just to keep you apart
I keep the restless awake, I'm spent from weathering storms
It's what I do to myself
I sit and carve out scars
No one taught me, I never learned, still don't know
When to stop and to what end should love not go
Whether to wear it out
Or take it slow
I'm still tryna love somebody so
Well maybe
It drove me crazy
But lately
It hurts me the same way
As it did when I happily bled as I waited for you
To come save me
Just maybe
It eats me from the inside as long as I breathe
Out is what a secret wants that's why it's hard to keep
And now I understand it wasn't mine to decide
And I get it now why you wanted to leave
Well maybe
What cursed us was changing
Or maybe
It helped us erase things
For all I said were the words that are used too much and too soon
It wasn't what it seemed
But baby
Know I tried to let you have the last word
It wasn't in my nature
I really thought that I could save us
Subtle lies and deception paralyzed this
I'd tell you and you'd never like it
What a dislocated love
We both gave up
And right where we began is where we lost our only chance at this
And maybe
We lost what we set free
And what I put you through
Comes back now to break me
Because for all that it's worth I don't deserve to see this through
Show up in my memories
Just maybe
Baby, just maybe