When the worst is over
But I'm barely sober
Say You want me closer
I'm coping, yeah
When the feeling changes
Now I'm really anxious
I don't have the answers
I need someone to come and save me from myself
Praying to my God. I'm going 80. I see hell
And I just need someone to come and save me from myself
Lately when I talk I think I'm hearing someone else
Same time, wanted bands wanted God
Misdirection, put the caddy on the side, yeah
I got down, put my head on the floor, yeah
I don't even touch the henny anymore, yeah
Late night, understand that she's gone
Got a feeling that the message wasn't lost, yeah
Oh my God. Now I know there's a cost, yeah
Used to act like I'm the devil, I'm the boss, yeah
When the worst is over
But I'm barely sober
Say You want me closer
I'm coping, yeah
When the feeling changes
Now I'm really anxious
I don't have the answers
I need someone to come and save me from myself
Praying to my God. I'm going 80. I see hell
And I just need someone to come and save me from myself
Lately when I talk I think I'm hearing someone else
Couple million, put your hands up
I don't really understand it
I used to want all the money, the glory, the fame. Now I'm looking for chances
I know God has paid the ransom
I'm still tryna cut a stanza
I might just sell all my thing, give the money away, and then move out to Kansas
I never talk about anything. I'm just out here tryna hide all my feelings, yeah
I found my ego. I kill it, yeah
Don't wanna know where the pillies at
Don't wanna know where the killers at
Do wanna know where the realest at
I'm out here throwing a fit when she's blowing a kiss. I would fight to the bitter end
Say that I'm gone
Say that I'm lost
Didn't believe You could save me
Heard it again
I don't belong
Used to have friends, but they played me, no
50 Million likes, but I'm cold
Heavy on the mic when I choke
I don't realize I'm enough
I need someone to come and save me from myself
Praying to my God. I'm going 80. I see hell
And I just need someone to come and save me from myself
Lately when I talk I think I'm hearing someone else