Yeah Uh Hold the mic close like my first lover These words for all I sold, the worlds and all I haven't solved When I wrong, gutter In my soul I hold the memories A cold summer's days I spent Days far from home with no others Like your name, I'm burning strings while I go under Could've been working on something great Though I chose slumber I'm a slave to my mistakes, of course I know hunger Chasing waves, I shouldn't stay restrained, I couldn't shake Back in grade afraid to change and it's no wonder But you ain't made no progress It's nobody's old steps, I take on the same roads I know well I just quote another O to myself as I grow old Wrote this in the whole prep prevail Or time's slipping and I'm tryna keep my grip on all I truly need 'Cause all this boozing never proved to be soothing These wounds I keep Let my mood speak on tunes, beats smoothly City blues got me feeling boozy as I cruise street Few goes deep, reminiscing on younger years Dumb and scared, only with a few peeps, my hunger shed From the dungeons where we run in unaware The place I held love but lost as I felt fear Wash away the cost, paid with the taste of Courvoisier Blaze haze from reflection, deep in these sequence Searching for escape I can't create in every sentence Lost all these plains on my way to face repentance 'Til then I spill chance with real heads and hill tension Some of which is best I don't mention Keep it moving for my own sick 'cause I hold no apprehension Can't be snoozing 'til I full paid from music Tryna bake booze, messin' the fake users in the process And most mates spray walls in protest Circulating the Earth in search of a sole quest Haven't seen dirt from bridges burnt to knuckles bled Family first, always stay fed Reminisce from days we make an eighth stretch 'Cause there ain't shit to break bread Guess they was all raised up in the same mess Eyes that get made by the wake 'cause the day sets Gaze into four steps and nothing has to make sense Of this long process I saw low step 'Cause we're all surfing the surface, surfing a slow death