Every time that we together Blackout i don't remember She run it up at the gentlemen's club, fuck no i ain't a member Gucci Leather, she buying Yves Saint Something I'm not on her level i'll fuck her up I can't help the streets they love him (ESKETIT) Seven days in the same jeans Seven days in the same streets Seven bricks this a day dream I wake up and bitches hate me Then i get suicidal on my own, I go back and do the same thing I got nowhere to call a home, The studio is where i stay g Yeah I've got Fentanyl up in these bars I never mean't to but i went too far, I miss my lady it's breaking my heart Now its 180 when I'm in the car, Speeding past all the graves of my homies Who've passed, i wish it was me under grass (Rest in peace) But I'm still writing these bars, Homeless and under these stars Cunts wanna front like they hard, When i was young i had nothing i would sleep in the park When i was trying to eat had to creep through your Yard, freezing i seen heaters on through the grass I've done starved enough for nothing More then half my live I've been Destructive, now its drugs i fuck my own shit up with Ask my sluts they tell ya I'm a fuck with Maybe it's me Maybe it ain't what it seems Maybe I'm faded off lean everyday, Maybe I'm faded off beans Lately my lady just screams Maybe it's me Maybe i'll peep Maybe it breaks her to see me so weak