I'm building on my walls now
I'm so scared I'll fall down
I'm so scared of pain so I just push away you all now
I don't want to die alone, lately with this path I'm on
I don't think I'll ever have somebody that can guide me home
I'm building on my walls now
I'm so scared I'll fall down
I'm so scared of pain so I just push away you all now
I don't want to die alone, lately with this path I'm on
I don't think I'll ever have somebody that can guide me home, yeah
I'm trying to be a better person, I've been working hard
It's hard to be my better version with a broken heart
I want to spend my life with you but I'm too scared to start
Because every time I take that step it all just falls apart
Want to give you my love and just give you my heart but I'm scared you're going smash that shit
Girl I'm so in love with you, want to know how you feel but I'm never going to ask that shit
Because I'm afraid that you don't feel the same and I know if you don't it's going to trash my shit
Never numb to the pain, I still feel everything and girl my heart's at risk
I know sometimes I let my feel come first and cut you off
I know you don't deserve all that but I scared of love
I'm on the edge, I'm living fast because I done had enough
Of all these sleepless nights at home healing my pain with drugs
I'm trying to listen to my heart it says that you're the one
But I've been broke so many times I don't trust anyone
I wish that I could take back all the trauma and damage done
Because every time I love somebody I just dip and run
I'm building on my walls now
I'm so scared I'll fall down
I'm so scared of pain so I just push away you all now
I don't want to die alone, lately with this path I'm on
I don't think I'll ever have somebody that can guide me home
I'm building on my walls now
I'm so scared I'll fall down
I'm so scared of pain so I just push away you all now
I don't want to die alone, lately with this path I'm on
I don't think I'll ever have somebody that can guide me home
Yeah, yeah
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