And then we really don't know what happens We maybe, yeah we even get stuck into a box And we get sent six feet down You can't tell me there are no like ground rules that like you know uh How much do you mean to me I guess you really matter because I always see you in my dreams Such an ugly face when I cry I always try to smile while I'm dying on the inside Make like a match and light me to flames Make like a cat and scratch up my face Just toss me aside, claw my frozen heart in the snow while the winter dies Why is my heart so cold? I think you turned my heart to stone Why is it so hard to live I hate feeling alone But I'm getting what I give Can't binge my problems away because it's hard to fill a void That I'm lacking in my brain, just feel empty more Distracted from reality and sitting in discord Love me more or throw me away I think it doesn't matter to me either way I don't want this anymore Living life like this is feeling like a chore Why is my heart so cold? I think you turned my heart to stone Why is it so hard to live I hate feeling alone But I'm getting what I give