Wake up and i feel down
Stomaching the pills now
Staying medicated off the faults inside our stars
Wish i can feel something other than mistakes than im making
Feeling like a burnout when im having conversations
Wake up and i feel down
Stomaching the pills now
Staying medicated off the faults inside our stars
Wish i can feel something other than mistakes than im making
Feeling like a burnout when im having conversations
All this smoke steady fuckin up my lungs
But at least the nicotine helps me feel like i am numb
Everybody always speak to me in tongues
Every month got bad luck
Know i'll never be enough
I'll never get just what i want
Got no heart but i gotta keep my head on
Money coming in but i still feel like i am no one
And can you come through
Need to tell you how my minds gone
I can't feel a fucking thing but I still wish that you would talk to me
Wish that you would talk to me
Sinking so desperately
Consumed by everything i dont fucking want to be
Im drowning, dying with my hands up
Wave the white flag im defeated and im out of luck
Defeated and Im out of luck
My body turns to rust
My world turns to dust
It rains, it pours
And its the same to me love
Write it in my songs
And it only gets worse
My entire life's a curse
I lie awake
Start to suffocate
I cant stand my face
Or who I am today
I lie awake
Start to suffocate
I cant stand my face
Or who I am today
Wake up and i feel down
Stomaching the pills now
Staying medicated off the faults inside our stars
Wish i can feel something other than mistakes than im making
Feeling like a burnout when im having conversations
Wake up and i feel down
Stomaching the pills now
Staying medicated off the faults inside our stars
Wish i can feel something other than mistakes than im making
Feeling like a burnout when im having conversations