One last time before I go shit Smoke a couple blunts with you standing by the ocean One last night on the rode shit Then I'm coming back to you see you when I'm home and I did a lot of drugs on the rode shit Didn't mean to scare you but I'm always really close and When I need to get away it feel like somethings open Then I need to fill it drown the pain and my emotions Drown the pain and my emotions I just need to numb it all away I'm taking potions Drinking bottled up emotions Never let it out inside my head I feel the motion All this pain and misery so deep I'm in an ocean Praying that the devil never see me as a token Didn't wanna take them but I'm doomed cuz' I been broken Dealing with the trauma from my past I'm really hoping like One last time before I go shit Smoke a couple blunts with you standing by the ocean One last night on the rode shit Then I'm coming back to you see you when I'm home and I did a lot of drugs on the rode shit Didn't mean to scare you but I'm always really close and When I need to get away it feel like somethings open Then I need to fill it drown the pain and my emotions