What have I been doing? What good could come from keeping it in? I'm terrified of losing But fighting wars a could never win. I watch the seasons turn it over- I watch the reasons change over and over To different words- But what's between the lines don't change. I have seen my demons. I have seen their faces- I've seen their eyes. They are things I should be leaving But in that mirror I see they're still mine. I watch the seasons turn it over- I watch the reasons change over and over A different day But the same old suffocate. So, I feel to lighten up my load, I should explode. I am far from empty Cause what you don't let go is bound to build up Or take you down a piece by piece- Man, I'm in desperate need of your love. In my bones I'm feeling older- This war time has changed me- I'm no doubt colder And I will freeze here long before I burn. So, I feel to lighten up my load, I should open up and let the insides show And explode.