Does it get better?
Nah it doesn't get better
Nah it doesn't get
Doesn't get
Doesn't get better
I was thinking to myself
Thinking to myself
Losing track of time
Fuck
Does it get better?
Nah it doesn't get better
Nah it doesn't get
Doesn't get
Doesn't get better
I was thinking to myself
Thinking to myself
Losing track of time
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Mentally fucked in my own way
Devil wanna maintain
Another connection with me
So I just cannot sustain
Stomaching another fucking lie
Like you pull me into the abyss
And smother out my eyes
Playing naughts and crosses on my arms
To tell if I'm alive
I don't really feel the pain
So I still question my life
So the devil tells me
It's just the god that I have to blame
Gave me too much self-awareness
So I think I am insane
Seeing double fucking vision
Of the knife to my neck yeah
Question if I really want to do this
But I know that I just won't
Cus I'm a fucking coward
Yeah I admit
I couldn't defend my friends
They let go in a fucking minute
Tell me have you ever seen a flame
Extinguish by self-loathing
Watch the light go out of their eyes
As you know that they're not coping
So we sit in this room
Watch the water rise above our necks
Yeah I can't catch my breath
Yeah I can't feel a fucking thing
So I
Detest
About the way you fucking look at me
I feel your eyes burning so deep
And I
Confess
I couldn't stand the way you spoke to me
So I just cut off and fucking
Left
This hell
Where you welded shackles yeah all around
And now I'm sinking further down
Into myself
I'm building walls above around my head
So I hope I don't let you fucking in
Creep in the skin like an insect
Finding my solace I lay in the nest
And I soar like an albatross
I rest in the air
But I'm more like a phoenix
Come burn me and test if I care
When you're looking your best
They stare
So you better pose for a photo
I fvck with the voyeurs
When they putting bread in my pocket
I'm only complaining the moment it stops
The eyes can weigh heavy like lead vests
Be careful please
Yeah you stole my heart like a vandal
Oh, but you're there for me
I'm lost in myself and I lean on the lamp post
I'm embarrasing
I'm settling now with my fate
I take lemon and ice with the kerosene
Oh
Does it get better?
Nah it doesn't get better
Nah it doesn't get
Doesn't get
Doesn't get better
I was thinking to myself
Thinking to myself
Losing track of time
Fuck
Does it get better?
Nah it doesn't get better
Nah it doesn't get
Doesn't get
Doesn't get better
I was thinking to myself
Thinking to myself
Losing track of time
So I
Detest
About the way you fucking look at me
I feel your eyes burning so deep
And I
Confess
I couldn't stand the way you spoke to me
So I just cut off and fucking
Left
This hell
Where you welded shackles yeah all around
And now I'm sinking further down
Into myself
I'm building walls above around my head
So I hope I don't let you fucking in