I know you're sad I know you smoke when you feel bad You're just like your father The wind in your hair when you run fast When you run fast Then you don't have to see the sorrow that you leave behind You don't ask But as for me, I'm feeling like a shadow half the time If I died, would you be at my funeral? If I lied and said that everything was okay If I died, would you cry at my funeral? Would you show up at the very end Keeping everybody waiting? You really got into my head again A washed up monument ♪ Making me spin Kicking myself right in the shins What does it matter? (What does it matter?) What kind of dress I'm buried in? And oh my mother loves me Yeah, she really loves me So why am I so emotional all the time? And I had a boy who left me Now I don't know if anything will ever really be mine If I died, would you be at my funeral? If I lied and said that everything was okay If I died, would you cry at my funeral? Would you show up at the very end Keeping everybody waiting? You really got into my head again A washed up monument ♪ But I'm not gone yet I'm not gone yet No, I'm not gone yet If I died, would you be at my funeral? If I lied and said that everything was okay If I died, would you cry at my funeral? Would you show up at the very end Keeping everybody waiting? You really got into my head again A washed up monument (At my funeral) (At my funeral) (At my funeral) (At my funeral)