I ate your words a million times, I'm holding back the letting go It's so hard to hold on Every time I'm getting up pulling you with me through I'm fed up, I'm fed up with your emptiness Don't you ever bite the hand that holds you, Or fuck the soul within Don't you ever wake the horror inside me, Just be aware of it Your hate is so much stronger, there's no time for relief The second I get up you bring me down to my knees You tear the hole in my heart you were supposed to brim Bizarre moments with my loved one so grim And now you bite the hand that holds you, You fuck the soul within Don't you ever wake the horror inside me, Just be aware of it I won't be guarding to things that hurt me So take your sickness back I can't believe how often I took this, There's so much to forget If you can't see it doesn't mean that I'm not hurt When you read this I hope you start to understand I can't believe it, we fought so hard In all these years Between your everything and the never enough Suppressing the letting go Suppressing the letting go for far too long There is no one that I loved more I can't believe it we lost in the end Can you believe it we lost in the end