1] I tried to engage but I can't fake it like I used to, babe It's not you, it's me, I just don't have the energy To reassure you that I still adore You when we both know it isn't the same I don't mind from time to time being left alone And I wish you wouldn't get so blue I'm never gonna be a golden girl And that's not on you, it's just not in view And you wish I wasn't so cold Call it cruel, I call it control It's not you, it's me, I just hate vulnerability I can't cry for you, I know you want me to but I'd rather die than unfold I don't mind from time to time being left alone And I wish you wouldn't get so blue I'm never gonna be a golden girl And that's not on you, it's just not in view It's not you, it's me, I just hate vulnerability (Never gonna be a, Never gonna be a, never gonna be a golden girl) It's not you, it's me, I just hate vulnerability (I don't have the patience, I don't have the time, I don't know what to say to give you some peace of mind) It's not you, it's me, I just hate vulnerability (I don't have the patience, I don't have the time, I don't know what to say to give you some peace of mind) It's not you, it's me, I just hate vulnerability (Never gonna be a, Never gonna be a, never gonna be a golden girl) I don't mind from time to time being left alone And I wish you wouldn't get so blue I'm never gonna be a golden girl And that's not on you, it's just not in view