Forget the raps Forget the rhymes Forget the beats This is a cry for my help God I'm tired of living In this hell Please send your help I can't do this myself No I'm feeling dead in the inside I couldn't do it no I couldn't do it no I'm over there I don't feel there Just take me out I don't love the church no more I don't love the church no more mo I don't wanna serve no more I don't wanna go no more I don't even know who to serve anymore I don't even know who to serve anymore Going to place where I'm gonna get judged Man I'm gonna gonna gonna hold a hola a grudge For a place I thought I thought I thought I thought I loved For a place I thought I thought I thought I thought I loved I was as good as dead I was walking with dread I was filling with dread They was filling with dead You don't even know You don't even know I don't wanna show my face anymore I don't wanna live anymore I don't wanna fight anymore With a place that makes me feel less than more Man I'm feeling like a belong in the morgue I done think I found myself I done think I found myself But everyone looks at my like hold up wait a minute that boy done lost himself Did I really Did I really Did I did I really Did I really did I really put myself first? Did I really think of myself Oh no oh no oh no I think I lost myself I know I lost myself Where do I go from this hell Take a listen Take a listen Take a take a listen Man I sit down With my head down Feeling shaken down Feeling shaken down Feeling shaken down Feeling shaken down Take a listen Take a listen Man I sit down With my head down Feeling shaken down I lost myself for a while My fault I was gone from it Pull up, see the sauce drippy Yeah I drip-dropped from it Butterfly doors Don't do no suicide yeah Wilsxn down to go You know ima ride (Yeah) Yeah I pull up looking clean in a white tee Nike boys, yeah they wanna be just like me Missing church love with the white doves Sunday morning prayers Get the blessings from above It coulda been me coulda been you too I'm running from the God but he knew I flew Glad he took me out in the right of time Now I grew my wings and it's time to fly Ya feel me