Wondering who really love me Wondering who really care Wondering why we didn't work it out Wonder if my guilt is shared Nobobody teaches you loss But life will give it to you anyway Staring at you for forgiveness But you was focused on the other way Cuz I Got an ego shattered into pieces I thought what we said we mean it Never thought we be defeated Never thought I'd be sayin Not gonna say It Just gonna say the timing isn't right And we may never even get it right Now you know whats really going down on my boulevard When you act bizarre Girl you know you take the crown for the foolish wars and the closing doors Guess I gotta say thank you Guess i gotta say thank you The sky stays patient I didnt know what to say God loan me a water My eyes rolling still Faded and blurry And your bluff came out right on the spot Time to make this change Now you know whats really going down on my boulevard When you act bizarre Girl you know you really take the crown for the foolish wars and the closing doors Guess I gotta say thank you Guess i gotta say thank you