There's nothing I can do to keep from wasting all this life It's still counting down And Vonnegut did not convince me I Can circle back around in space and time And I'm freaking out Haven't slept a wink, I think I won't wake up alive Can you talk me down 'Cause when you say you're not afraid to die Can never bring myself to ask you why I keep thinking how Nothing waits for you on the other side No one waits for you And again, I think I'm headed for a breakdown This is my new routine I lead anyhow And I know I told you I could get better now This is my new routine I lead anyhow I could read the pages of a hotel Gideon It won't help me out It's documented in the history The countless reasons that I can't believe We can talk about Haven't slept a wink, I think I won't wake up this time It just brings me down And I am holding on to anything The epistemic things that I believe We can work around No one waits for you... And again, I think I'm headed for a breakdown This is my new routine I lead anyhow And I know I told you I could get better now This is my new routine I lead anyhow And again, I think I'm headed for a breakdown This is my new routine I lead anyhow And I know I told you I could get better now This is my new routine I lead anyhow