The tree in the front of the yard Is starting to grow Now that we've trimmed away the leaves Now look at it go And that's just how I feel Now that we've started to reveal All the things I thought I lost And the hard time I concealed And that's just how I know How I felt the solid glow How I felt the bitter cold And no, i'm not going home Sometimes you just wouldn't dare Sometimes you can't go home Sometimes you're already there When i look at you, i'm there The blood pooled at my legs is starting to flow Now that you came along And made what was so broken whole But I still feel sick at this place that I have built Maybe it's not real, man, this is how I feel And if it just gets worst, yeah, if I never heal Well, those are just the breaks man Cause I'm not going home And I don't fucking care Sometimes you can't go home Sometimes you're already there And I look at you, i'm there Yeah, I'm there When I look at you, I'm there Yeah, I'm there Oh my god Oh my god I'm not going home No, I am already there I'm not going home I'm already there No, I'm not going home No, I am already there