I was holding it together When you started to notice me Falling apart at the seams When I find my heart I'll find the strength Where there's a will There's a way And I'll get my head straight I'll come to terms That I never know What's best for me And I've been keeping myself away from you Giving you space so you don't have to Live with this the way I do But I made my own choices Keeping myself away from you Giving you space so you don't have to Live with this the way I do But I made my choices I was holding it together When you started to notice me Falling apart at the seams I'm visibly nervous I'm embarrassingly anxious Waiting for you to leave But you stay with me Yeah, you stay with me I found a way To outrun my shame But along the way I grew complacent I'll hide from my fate Behind the wall of mistakes I made I found a way To outrun my shame But along the way I grew complacent I'll hide my fate Behind the wall of mistakes I made I was holding it together When you started to notice me Falling apart at the seams I'm visibly nervous I'm embarrassingly anxious Waiting for you to leave But you stay with me Yeah, you stay with me Even though So visibly nervous Embarrassingly anxious Waiting for you to leave But you stay with me But you stay with me So visibly nervous Embarrassingly anxious Waiting for you to leave But you stay with me So visibly nervous Embarrassingly anxious Waiting for you to leave But you stay with me I was holding it together When you started to notice me Falling apart at the seams I'm visibly nervous I'm embarrassingly anxious Waiting for you to leave But you stay with me