You sent me up to heaven I was safe and loved there Then you pushed me down the ladder Now you just left me here But I'm strong, cant get hurt This must be wrong, won't sink down in the dirt Whats with me This is not happy (this is not happening) Not to me Far from real (far from reality) Not to me Not to me Maybe it was my own fault Maybe i just tripped and fell To blame an angel tempts me not Baby please take me up again Forgive me I didn't mean to comprehend and consider my prayer Whats with me This is not happy (this is not happening) Not to me Far from real (far from reality) Not to me Not to me But I'm strong, cant get hurt This must be wrong, won't sink down in the dirt Whats with me This is not happy (this is not happening) Not to me Far from real (far from reality) Not to me Not to me