I tried to be cool Covered up my arms in tattoos And I don't know why I barely get by, but I'm still standing I sold it all and I hit the road Found myself a room and some vintage clothes I'm still lonely I met a beauty with bright blue hair I posted lots of pictures just to see who cares She said she loves me but I still feel ugly I tried to be cool Covered up my arms in tattoos And I don't know why I barely get by, but I'm still standing I tried to fit in But I feel lost in my skin And I don't know how I got so far down, but I'm still I'm still standing Lost some friends and fell out of touch Found a bottle and I drank too much It still haunts me I kept relying on the same excuse Told so many lies I forgot the truth It weights on me But it's still hard to say sorry I tried to be cool Covered up my arms in tattoos And I don't know why I barely get by, but I'm still standing I tried to fit in But I feel so lost in my skin And I don't know how I got so far down, but I'm still I'm still standing Heartbreak, strange days I'm still holding on All the falling and crawling And crashing and burning It all just made me strong I tried to be cool Covered up my arms in tattoos And I don't know why I barely get by, but I'm still standing I tried to fit in But I feel lost in my skin And I don't know how I got so far down, but I'm still I'm still standing I felt, I felt, I felt so lost But I'm still standing I felt, I felt, I felt so lost I'm still standing I tried to be cool Yeah, I tried to be cool