I've got a secret And I've been hiding it Hurting myself, hurting myself, hurting myself From all this fighting it I've been realin Who's in my mind at night Staying awake, staying awake, staying awake Even when I try I feel like I'm going crazy Don't know what to do Cause I used to love, used to love Used to love you I'm going around in circles Trying to find the words to say I could live the life with another either way Cause I can't deny the truth Even if I wanted to (Ohh, ohh, ohh) I used to love, used to love you (ahh oh ahohouh) (Ohh, ohh, ohh) I used to love, used to love you (ahh oh ahohouh) Would you notice? Would you even care? You've never been, you've never been, you've never been Self aware I feel like I'm going crazy Don't know what to do Cause I used to love, used to love Used to love you I'm going around in circles Trying to find the words to say I could live the life with another either way Cause I can't deny the truth Even if I wanted to (Ohh, ohh, ohh) I used to love, used to love you (ahh oh ahohouh) (Ohh, ohh, ohh) I used to love, used to love you (ahh oh ahohouh) Why do the ones we love Hurt us the most? Why does it take so long To know to let go? I feel like I'm going crazy Don't know what to do Cause I used to love, used to love Used to love you I'm going around in circles Trying to find the words to say I could live the life wouldnt matter either way Cause I can't deny the truth Even if I wanted to (Ohh, ohh, ohh) I used to love, used to love you (ahh oh ahohouh) (Ohh, ohh, ohh) I used to love, used to love you (ahh oh ahohouh) Why do the ones we love Hurt us the most? Why does it take so long To know to let go?