How long will I fly out until I listen Truth is I'm used to making it up on my own How long will I climb out I never listen I'm in remission No more wide eyes I can't pretend I can't pretend No morning cries I can't pretend It's not the end How long will I say yes over my conscience Truth is I'm wasted before I take it all in How long will I blame it all on past life tragedy There's no remedy No more wide eyes I can't pretend I can't pretend No morning cries I can't pretend it's not the end