I was afraid to let myself feel when we met
But I had already made a choice to heal
I asked why I was afraid to disappear from me
And I asked why I was afraid that you would disappear
I don't have all the answers
But I can make a choice
To do everything different
And be brave
And I don't care if I'm completely wrong about you
Never finding out might be the biggest mistake of my life
And I already told you
I would rather be alone
And be your friend
Then settle for anyone again
And it hurt
And it might hurt again
To trust and change
But we have demons that need to be purged
And I don't care if I'm completely wrong about you
Never finding out might be the biggest mistake of my life
And I already told you
That this is gonna be different
This friendship will last
Will last will last
I want to see us heal
And I want this to be real
I'm in love with you
And I want us to purge our demons
I'm in love with you
And I want us to trust and heal and feel again
I want to see us heal
And I want this to be real